Jumat, 01 Agustus 2014

Thank you for breakin my heart!



Thank you for breakin my heart!

I really meant every word.
Sedalam-dalam dan sebesar-besarnya.

I feel free now. 
Freedom is a huge gift from broken heart.

Once you realize that someone you adore definitely will never become yours, that pain moment will make you face the truth, slap you in your heart, and after that hard moment you become calm and learn to remove all your feelings, all your dreams, all your memories, and let that person go from your heart.

When you reach this period; congratulation!
You are free now..

Fall in love somehow become a prison for your self.

You always think about that person you crush on in everything that you do.
You think about him or her first before you think about yourself ( maybe only me doing something fools like this).

So remove someone from my heart make me feel so light.
Make me sleep more at night without dream.
Make me wake up early in the morning.
Make my money stay safe in my wallet without thinking buy something for that person.
Save my energy! without hot night with that person (too much information I think xD)
But the most important thing is, make my life become mine 100%.

woohooo... here comes the time to enjoy my self and my life completely.

I start to re-communicate with all my siblings, all my friends, to make a date to meet and enjoy our weekend together.
I can make a plan without any interuption.
I even have my own card to go around the city with a train.
Such a proggres in my life at this big city.
Like Syahrini said... I feel freeeee :))

Today is Friday,
already have a long plan for tomorrow
its awesome, from nothing happen at weekend and now really busy and have to choose with whom I will spend my weekend

Ah ah, but first of all, I must finish my K-drama today
How I love my life now.

Btw, I wanna tell you something very important.
I met with a guy yesterday, his smile just made my heart melt.
But I dnt wanna involve with any guy for awhile.. wanna enjoy my freedom
It's ok, I still love my life now.
(but I do think that it was love at the first sight!)





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