Let me start my letter by introduce my self to you...
My name is Ennopi, of course it's not the name that I put on my Id card.
Long time ago, Ive been in love with one man, its not workin well between us and we have to separated now.
If you dont mind, I really wanna ask you few thing?
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Ok you keep silent, silent means yes right?
1. Why people keep fallin in love even they know love is something they can not guarantee will last forever?
It take your energy, your emotion, your time and still you can not guarantee it will be forever.
2. Why love itself never give us warning or a sign before come into our heart? Be polite please. Knock before you enter the door!
3. Why love most of the time become blind love? Why people always say love is blind. Hey love, do you have a pair of eyes?
4. Why love make smart people become fool one? Their brain become paralyze. Cant think, cant analyze, cant be smart again.
5. Why I keep fallin in love while I know exactly that love will make me sacrifice my self again?
6. Why love make us only think and consider our love one before our self and not our self first?
There so much question more that I wanna ask to you Love..
but I realize, I can find the answer in my heart by my self.
I can control love when Im not completely in love, but when I completely fallin in love, all function from my brain and logic will collapse and turn off.
So its all come back to us. You wanna jump into that feeling, swim in an relation river with streamside that maybe drained out your emotion someday;
Or you wanna choose the other path, not so much in love still have a logic but feel a litle bit boring with that flat relation
It all up to you. But in fact, usually we can not choose the one we want. We just falling in love without reason.
and that situation happen to me now...
sad...so sad